Be My Love?

Bad day yesterday...

2007-06-02T10:02:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was a bad day...

Once again it hurts...

「ヘルヴィン」まで：　本とに御免なさい。。。
TO "Helvin": I'm really sorry...

Really sorry...
very sorry....

*cries*

I didn't mean to.. I didn't mean to drop you...

....

If you guys wonder why...
Here's the story...

Today I was supposed to have an audition to join in "Jammer'z Arena" Interest Group in my school, so initially I bought my electric guitar, "Helvin" along with me to school.
However, the least I knew was I never expect that I didn't get to play "Helvin" during the audition.

I sang Gazette's "wakaremichi"... ガゼットの「別れ道」は歌う...

While I was walking to the Bus Interchange, I suddenly had this bad feeling... in fact very bad...
It happened a few step later, in which.... my guitar, "Helvin", fell out of the guitar bag and hit the floor flat...
Flat on the ground... I'm really sorry... 本とにごめんなさい...
I didn't do it on purpose but it really fell out from my guitar bag and I had totally... no idea.. how it happened... I quickly picked it up and put it back into the bag without checking and when I felt the dizzy and headache attacking me when I got home...

I wasn't able to eat anything for the night, its just not right...

Just then I remembered that I needed to check up on Helvin... I cried...

Damage caused:
Scratches over its beautiful coating,
Scratches on the guitar string,
Toggle switch damaged,
Worst of all.... Sound system damaged...(2 tones and Master volume)...
I'm not sure if the machine heads has been damaged but... let's hope it'll get well soon...

I'm really sorry... but I promise I will try my best to get it fixed. But please do understand, please... Because I have work.. 2 part-time jobs waiting for me and I'll be working WHOLE day...
And yes.. to me, this guitar, is something I love really a lot. whenever I'm playing it, I can feel it...
Like what happened today, I could feel the pain and it really breaks my heart.
It is like, both me and my guitar is like.. erm.. has been bonded together, heart and soul...

"We were bonded heart and soul, forever together."
“ずっと一緒だった、心と魂はむ結びつく。”

Anyway, as for the part time job, please do not worry, I've already decided to quit my first job and will be working there last day on 10th June.. (which is just one day after Uruha's & Miseichan's Birthday)

*hugs guitar to sleep*

I feel tired but... I will continue on.

...Right now listening to loads of Gazette's song... yeah... Every song they played...

*heart broken*

*weak smiles*
Another thing is, I'm glad to hear that Gazette will be going back to Japan on Monday...
Which means my present will be able to reach Uruha already.
I'm glad to hear that and thanks

miseichan

for the information.. *hugs*

*sings along with Ruki*
*still hugging on the guitar*

kitto kawarazu aishiteiru..

歌手：ガゼット
作詞：流鬼.
作曲：大日本異端芸者の皆様

ずっと繰り返してた
ずっと悲しませてばかりだった
きっとあなたさえも傷付けて
僕は動けぬまま

あなたに触れる事が
何故こんなに苦しいのですか？
きっと　同じ事を繰り返しあなたを
失ってしまうのが怖かったから

寄り添う事で拭おうとして
忘れ切れなかった日を
あなたは何も聞かずに
その手を握ってくれたね

明日あなたの気持ちが離れても
きっと変わらず愛している
明日あなたに僕が見えなくても
ずっと変わらず愛している
Ｉ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｗａｌｋ　ｔｏｇｅｔｈｅｒ，
ｔｈｅ　ｆｕｔｕｒｅ　ｎｏｔ　ｐｒｏｍｉｓｅｄ
Ｉｔ　ｋｅｅｐｓ　ｗａｌｋｉｎｇ　ｔｏｇｅｔｈｅｒ，
ｔｏ　ｔｈｅ　ｆｕｔｕｒｅ　ｉｎ　ｗｈｉｃｈ　ｙｏｕ　ａｒｅ…

辛い事さえ　忘れるくらい
あなたを想っている
会えない夜を数える度に
焦がれるむ濡

かけ違いの寂しさ募る
どうか一人きりで泣かないで
どんなに離れていても
信じ合える二人でいよう

どうかこのまま　笑っていたい
あなたを傷付けさせないで
時が経つ度　薄れて行った
あなた想い　繰り返したくない
明日あなたの気持ちが離れても
きっと変わらず愛している
明日あなたに僕が見えなくても
ずっと変わらず愛している。
どうか　僕だけを　見つめていて
どうか　この手が　解けぬよう

Ｉ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｗａｌｋ　ｔｏｇｅｔｈｅｒ，　
ｔｈｅ　ｆｕｔｕｒｅ　ｎｏｔ　ｐｒｏｍｉｓｅｄ
Ｉｔ　ｋｅｅｐｓ　ｗａｌｋｉｎｇ　ｔｏｇｅｔｈｅｒ，　
ｔｏ　ｔｈｅ　ｆｕｔｕｒｅ　ｉｎ　ｗｈｉｃｈ　ｙｏｕ　ａｒｅ…

Its been so long...

2007-05-17T01:30:00.000+08:00

Its been so long since I've last posted in my blog ne.. *sigh*

1st off, I have to announce that 'Miseibi' has already disbanded last month... *is way too slow to announce it*

2nd, I'm in Republic Polytechnic, joined Japanese culture Interest Group. *yay*

3rd, Lately I've been really really reallllllllyyyyyyy busy with life, especially that I've gotten myself an electric guitar and now with 2 part time job in which I will be quiting my first job as a 'NTUC' cashier which made me look so old.

4th, today... after school i'll be going to have some.. mmmm.. Japanese 'mini test' by afew japanese teachers off in a private school or something. It is like to test me on which Japanese language course I should attend.

ahh.. there's still alot more but I"ll leave for bed soon since tomorrow there is this UT, understanding TEST and I have to get up early.

Living my life.. to which path?

2007-03-18T00:20:00.000+08:00

Well, I suppose some of you know that I have been looking for lead guitarist and bassist.
I'm happy to say that we (Miseibi), has found our bassist and he is Kaze. ^^

Sadly, we still have not found out lead guitarist yet and it will take some time... I don't know when but.. maybe in june? who knows?

To tell the truth, I'm kind of worried how the band will turn out to be like. Maybe I should talk with them more often so that we will know what the each of us wants. Because its not going work if we keep jamming without thinking what do we want. So in the end, nothing much was done. Well, to all my members, if I am stressing any of you, please do let me know, I believe we can talk it through even though I am not good in thinking wise and to speak well.

At another side of me, I want to go Japan, which means, I can't stay in Singapore forever. Of course, that literally means, to stay in Japan for a long period of time.. or even stay there for good?
Well I guess for now its not the time to talk about that but to keep on going...

I am going to work hard and to do my best in the polytechnic years!

Japan and Band! Please do wait for me~!

**Oh and I may use livejournal more often now since blogger has been such a pain in the ass lately. (for me that is)...
Visit me at http://yuki-miyazaki.livejournal.com/
Domo arigatou~!

Drums and then schooling..

2007-03-06T08:30:00.000+08:00

Drums~

Speaking of drums, it is really a nice instrument to play with.

I'm really glad and thanks Denis for asking her friend to teach me drums even if it is just for 1 day and a the most basic ones.
Domo Arigatou Gozaimasu~ m(_ _)m

After that day, I am even more inspired! \(^^)/

1 and 2 and 3 and 4... *continues on practicing drum beats*

OH~ and.. I got into Republic Polytechnic's SONIC ARTS...
Should I even be happy or sad...? I mean it may not be a so bad place but still... Is that place really where I want to go...? To be a performer... That's what I wanted isn't it?... *sigh*
Come to think of it, if I go to Republic polytechnic, won't that make me Calyx's junior?..
Whether it be good or bad, I'll still try to appeal to go Ngee Ann Polytechnic..

Blue cheese...

2007-03-06T08:12:00.000+08:00

Argh... *dying due to food*

Do not ever try BLUE CHEESE...
It simply almost killed my sense of taste when I ate that cheese, the smell of it is like... *puke* rotten cheese.. duh..*pukes even more*

Oh and.. I hate the new blogger..

Blue Cheese...
then again.. ^_^;; I think I will skip my lunch. The smell and taste of blue cheese is simply too strong for me and... yucky!

*Throws the Blue Cheese away*

Happy Chinese New Year! (pouts)

2007-02-19T00:03:00.001+08:00

Shinnen Akette Omedetou!
^ ^
Happy new year everyone!
^ ^

ahhaahhh... another new year and its not as much as I expected.
This year, it feels lonely but then again, happy in another way.
Other than just wearing a kimono out to visit relatives, it seems that none of them have thought of taking picture with me. It feels like "Hello?! This is a golden opportunity to take a picture!" This is it, I felt really fed up with them for once, this year is like, they are looking at me like a stranger!
Ok, maybe not totally but they commented me as "cute", "look like a Japanese", "I thought you were a Japanese", "I couldn't recongize you".
At least, one of my cousin, from my father side suggested that she'll take a photo of us (my family and myself with my grandma)...
On the other side, maybe I should have asked them if any of them wants to take a picture with me.

Anyway, my cousin's dog (from my mother's side), he's kind of attracted to me?
Etto... In a way that he keeps coming at me, licking me. (I love dogs, don't you think they are adorable and a good pet too?) Eventually, it was also the first time it followed me around for so long. O_O

Hmm.. I guess that's about it?...

..................

In search for Bassist and Lead Guitarist.

2007-02-12T00:51:00.000+08:00

Konbanwa~

Hello everyone, this is Yuki, vocalist of Miseibi here.
I believe some of you knew that I'm looking for a Bassist and Lead Guitarist. *bows*

Just to let you know that you have to be/have...
- Fondness of visual kei, or at least, don't mind dressing up visual...

- Able to do some backup growl-singing... If you're not sure what growl-singing I'm talking about, do ask... I can explain to you

- If you're a guy, you have to be able to tolerate looking a little girl-ish and put a bit of make-up, be able to tell us when you feel uncomfortable around us because the rest of the band would be girls... Also, you have to tolerate some not so nice comments from some non-visual kei lovers...

- If you're a girl, your voice has to be low or at least, around my vocalist's range.

- YOU HAVE TO BE ABLE TO PLAY THE BASS/GUITAR WELL.

Vocalist: YukiMizayaki
Lead guitarist: ???
Rhythm guitarist: willows-elegy
Bassist: ???
Drummer: Jillyann
*For your information: The member name as mentioned above are my band's member nick in http://sgcafe.com

Please PM me if you're interested.
Other requirements and conditions for you to accept would be made known to you via PM/email/msn
You won't be forced to join when you show your interest or PM/email/msn me.
So no worries.

*Incase I didn't reply to you, you can pm to willows-elegy as well.

Our band is J-Rock influenced VERY IMPORTANT.
Make sure you see this.

Audition:
*Audition date will be posted up at least 1 week before the actual date.

Lead guitarist position
Less than 2 to 3 years of experience: You will be expected to perform 3 J-Rock songs.
Songs will be of your own choice, reference to scores allowed but try not to rely too much on the band scores.
For those who have many years of experience (as compared to above): You will be given the listen-and-play. If you are not able to listen-and-play, then I suggest that you pick 3 songs as well.

Bassist
-Those who participate in the auditioning for lead guitarist but does not get the position can audition for bassist position. Provided that if you can play bass.

As for those who do not wish to participate in the Audition(as mentioned above), please let me know, I'll know what to do.

*My email/msn: xiaomusica@hotmail.com

Thank you.
Yuki

http://soft.com.sg/web/modules.php?name=Forums&file=viewtopic&p=352837#352837

Quizzes and more Questions then... stares at my own eye

2007-02-01T02:16:00.000+08:00

Ohayou~ Just now I was wondering about, looking for quizzes to do since I'm so so so so so sooooo bored.

Gomen, just slowly scroll down and take your time to do the quiz too.

Which Gazette members are you?

You are Uruha! Gazette guitarist! You are always at your own pace. You usually play video games during spare times... You dislike peppers. You like to collects rings, perfume and accessories. And you have this girl-ish personallity... but ppl still love you. Your favorite season is spring cuz it's warm ^^
Take this quiz!
~~
Uruha~~
--

That's not just the only 1... There are also a few more quizzes.

Which Gazette member will die for you?

Uruha! I love those peircings of his, personally, LUCKY YOU!he'd die for you, but not in the Romeo & Juliet kind of way, if he had to be with someone else to keep you alive then so be it.
Take this quiz!
~~
nooooo!! I won't let you die on me!
--

Which The GazettE's five sense are you?

You're Uruha - Taste. Nobody can resist to taste you. Beware.
Take this quiz!

~~
Great... Just how are people going to taste me? Put up an advertisement which says "lick me?"
--

Which member of The Gazette is your soulmate?

You are all Uruha's, happy to drown your sorrows in his guitar solos and his wines while enjoying the sweet psychoticness that is your better half.
Take this quiz!

~~
O.O My soulmate... *drops dead*

*coughs*

My quizzes have not ended yet!
There's still... 85 Gazette Fan question to answer but I'm having a hardtime with it.
Probaly the next time when I've finish up those answers, I'll post it up in LJ(Live journal)~

ok.. for the eye, I guess some of you know that I've posted picture of my eye in Batsu J-Rock forum.
Go check it out at http://batsu.org/viewtopic.php?t=22039&start=60&sid=86ecc9300dbc9408073e3caef813ad7b

I've posted pictures of my eyes there and funny thing is, I'd though it looks semi Reita and Uruha.
Really, you have to go see it for yourself. I'm not kidding.

2 Day off!

2007-01-30T11:55:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone! Yuki here!

How is everyone doing?
I'm sorry that I have not been posting up in my blog lately. m(_ _)m
Have been really busy at work and thinking about band stuffs and such.
Today and tomorrow is my day off so I'll be resting at home instead.

Oh yeah, which reminds me, do check out Gazette's staff blog

Well Anyway, I did try out the natto diet thing.. o_o seriously I think it does works *Somehow.*
Hmm yeah, I need to eat something more than that to keep myself healthy, not just beancurd alone. Besides, I'm still searching for Natto!
Diet is good for slimming but do remember to exercise! *laughs*

Other than that, a good news and bad news.
Good news: I have a friend whom I just met recently and 'may' be my band's manager.
Bad news: My bassist withdrew from band so now I'm looking for one. Hopefully to find both of them at the same time.

What......? What ... happen...?

2007-01-21T03:10:00.000+08:00

Hello~
How is everyone doing?
Its the first month of the year, did everyone get along fine in school?

It has been 3 week since I've fallen sick..

Hmm.. Should I say last night or today..

I was running back home from work, having this sickness in me, makes it hard to breathe.
When I got to the mirror, I saw myself, my face was abit greenish, my lips were going... abit purplish... Not only that, I have a little bit of 'panda eyes' now... must have been because I lack of sleep or rest, what ever it is, I need to get rid of it.
For a moment, I stared at the mirror and I keep blinking my eyes, washing my face, then.. the color went off, much better though there's still little tint of hue on my face and lips.
I'd nearly thought that I have been poisoned or something.

It wasn't only that, a few days ago, I noticed that there's a scar across my chest which isn't too obvious, like some kind of scratch from god knows how that happened... which means, it just appeared out of the blue without my acknowledgement...

How did the scar get there...?

Next thing is, a mosquito(or some other bug) bit my neck yesterday night (19th Jan), there was this itch for a short while. After that, the next day (20th Jan), its gone...

What just really happened...?

Anyway, time for me to sleep, there's work later...

Off to sleep I go... to my warm bed...

Aoi's birthday and .. never ending madness

2007-01-20T01:46:00.000+08:00

*smacks self*
I'm late in sending a fanmail to Aoi san of Gazette ne.
Anyway.. I kept it short and simple...

I'm in deep trouble.

From the new year eve until now, I have been sick, coughing.
Since now that I have work and intermediate japanese lessons at night every wednesday, I wasn't able to rest well...?ezzz

I'm Crazy... so Crazy...

eyaazzzzzzzzzz~~ I'm so crazy since then....

Mmm~ Tagged from Willows chan~
Tagged.People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks.

1. Bowing around 40 degree to every customer after finding their change and saying "Thank You"
2. I can be really lazy sometimes.
3. I like to sleep on my left side.
4. Weird imaginations pop into my mind.
5. I dislike too heavy make up, eyeliner is alright.
6. "Shoot me dead." "kill me." when I get fangirl/crazy.
7. I hate myself sometimes.
8. I think alot by putting myself in other's shoes.
9. I think both ways, good and bad.
10. I'm a slow person... or rather, at my own pace.

To the 10 person who I will tag.
Hui Ning, Roycelyn, Regina, Anglia, Shiina, Yan Shan, Shin Yi, Jill, Koyuki, Beatrice.

~~

zutto ano toki ga wasurenai... sono egao...

The Dream I had have...

2007-01-16T14:02:00.000+08:00

Hey hello guys and girls! Yuki here!
I've already posted the dream on Live Journal that I was talking about.
For those who don't know what I'm saying, please click this link below.
http://yuki-miyazaki.livejournal.com/1673.html

*smiles*

Enjoy~

Ohoh and please don't steal my dream and claim it as yours.
Nor use it for fanfiction without my permission!

^_^ Peace and Smile!!!

*coughs* Tomorrow is my first day of Intermediate Japanese lessons~~ BANZAI~~!!

Last day of training!

2007-01-15T23:18:00.000+08:00

Whewwww~~~ I'm finally back home and today was my last day of cashier training.
Starting tomorrow, I will start to work on my own~!
Yoroshiku! *pop* m(_ _)m

Today was a fun day and I managed to do the job on my own with help from the cashier next to me. *laughs*

Anyway~~ I told Pei Ling about the dreams that I had have about PSC. *dances about*
ok wait, let me calm myself down! O_O!
I have been thinking alot and going fangirly almost everyday the moment I remember or think about the dreams I had have throughout the year. Especially about Gazette.. xD *whacks self*
Uhoh.. *looks around* there are people around who are going to steal my dreams again~ *runs off and hide*

*coughs coughs* back to my story about today.

Well yes, it has been fun meeting new people and I'm glad that I've improved in packaging as well as the change. (^w^)

It seems that everynight when I walk back home, I always come up with new tunes and abit of lyrics for a song. *winks* Kimi no MEMORY oboeteiru?~

I'm going to miss you
Everytime in my dreams though I see you
Anata no egao ga wasurenai
Futari no kokoro ga kuttsukuzo

Ahh~ I want to sing... Oh yeah, the above is not a lyric. Just writing how I feel.

Opps! It was my off-day!

2007-01-15T00:50:00.000+08:00

Sorry I wasn't able to come online as often as I would.
I was so busy and even thought of getting 2 part time job, 1 morning shift, 1 night shift.

In any case, I'm working right now to save up for... electric guitar!
Well, I'm pretty sad that I couldn't buy anymore J-Rock Magazines to keep myself updated.
I found out that J-rock magazines, sometimes, gives me idea on how I want to design my clothes. Oh man~ I want the posters and to read the magazine!!! *shiny eyes*
Difficulty level may be high but I believe that I can do it with the correct material.

Anyway, its already 4th day of work, yesterday was suppose to be the 5th day but when I got there, the chief cashier told me that its my break day. I was like: "O_O wha? uh.. ok."
Because every week, there is 1 day break or 2 for part-timers. ^^"
On my way back, I called my mother and asked if they needed anything since I'm already there, so I just bought what they want.

...
Well~ There's a dream I want to talk about but I don't want to make this post too long and confusing for my fellow readers. It was a dream I had about Gazette and Miyavi on the night before my first day of work. *smiles*

Before I go, check this out.
A J-ROCK Survey which I did.

*waves good night* Ja mata ashita ne~

Part-time job found!

2007-01-09T20:13:00.000+08:00

Konbanwa~ Yuki desu~ *smiles*
A new year with new start!

Yeahhh! Found a part-time job!
This time I'm all fire up and ready to go!

Not forgetting to mention that this Saturday there will be another Gazette fan outing~
I wonder what I should wear ne? Hmmm~.... *thinks* Even if I do turn up, I won't be able to stay long too...
Ah well, lets leave this to till tomorrow to think of then.

Other than that, next week's Wednesday onwards, 7pm to 9.30pm, I will be having my Intermediate Japanese lessons! Yeahhh!

As for band stuffs, I have good news that is, I have a few contacts though its not many but I hope that this will keep the band on going as well.
Hopefully I get to learn guitar as time passes ne? *smiles*

Yoroshiku~
m(_ _)m

New year, new discoveries.

2007-01-01T21:54:00.000+08:00

Happy new year everyone~
Now that another new year has started, I am beginning to get to know new things too!
As a 17 year old... iiya... 18 this year.
I was reading a Singapore music forum and I notice how hard it will be to be in the music industry.
I may not experience it yet but I can feel the stressful flows of it if I don't improve myself.
Nevertheless, I'm not going to give up on this.
I believe in my dream last year which happened on 11th Jan 06', I hold my trust in it.

"I'm still a little chick in its' shells..."

That's what I am now, still alot to learn from.

"I want to get out of my shell, to realise more things around me..."

To tell the truth, I thought that it is easy as I look up on the surfaces of those bands playing but slowly I began to realise this, as in the first page.
Click here to check out what I've read.

*nods*
That thread has seriously made me think.
"Money revolts around the world..."

Looks like I'll have to stop spending and save up for the best from now on!

Happy New Year!

2007-01-01T02:32:00.000+08:00

Happy new year everyone!
Have everyone had fun?
Well I had have fun while I was at my cousin's house, as well as at home!! *smiles*
Good thing I brought some J-Rock Magazine over to my cousin's house!! XD
I managed to introduce 'the GazettE' to few of my cousins and I felt happy that I did that because it has been so long since I've talked with them!!! *smiles*

*waves* Have fun everyone! I wish everyone good luck throughout the year!

Searching for Part-time Job and Lead Guitarist

2006-12-30T01:30:00.000+08:00

A new day, has come.
Just soon after I had a short interview with a boss, hes a nice boss really.
However the thing is, the working place is located near kalling... Nearest MRT station will be.. Ajulined.

Anyway, after the interview, I wasn't feeling all well and I knew that something is going to happen.
That thing, just happened to be my lead guitarist who is backing out of the band due to personal problems, I'm not blaming on that. Besides, who wouldn't have their personal problems?

Right now, I'm looking for Lead Guitarist for my J-Rock band.
Go to this website for more information.
http://soft.com.sg/web/modules.php?name=Forums&file=viewtopic&t=24422

or

http://sgcafe.com/showthread.php?p=1624405#post1624405

or

http://batsu.org/viewtopic.php?t=21230

Anyone who is interested, please leave a message.
Email, PM in forum, Chatbox*, SMS all accepted.

*Chatbox: Please leave your email address there so that I can email you.

Thank you.

Yuki

Christmas is over... ever so bored?

2006-12-27T02:15:00.000+08:00

Christmas is finally over... For some weird reasons, I never really liked Christmas.
Its always ever so boring. For every year's Christmas, its always the same.

Which makes me think, how was everyone's Christmas?
Did it went well?
How did you spent your Christmas?

All those questions starts to pop into my mind. Basically because I never have a fun Christmas, my family never celebrates Christmas.
For the whole of Christmas EVE and the actual Christmas, I was at home really bored. Nothing to do in such a way that I even tried to go sleep for the whole day. Hibernating like a snake who sleeps during winter. I think...?

Anyway, my classical guitar accompanied me throughout the day.. *hugs guitar*

Speaking of guitar, my only wish is to get an electric guitar or electric bass with amps..
Anyway, I won't be getting an electric so soon. Need to find work first before I actually get myself one. Of course I'll get myself a basic one before going into more professional guitars.
Moreover, I have yet to gain more knowledge on guitars, skills and styles of playing it and such.

I am eyeing on this particular guitar with toggle handles.

It's going to take a long time before I can get myself THAT guitar ne. *nods nods*
Not only that, the picture of the guitar as above, I'd love to have it black or maybe cherry black...?

*Sigh*

I can just daydream about having it under my current situation.
Broke, Penniless. I have yet to pay my Intermediate Japanese Lessons fee which is $315.
Lessons starts on 3rd Janurary! *bucks up in Japanese*
YOSH!!! *burns in flames* Gambatterumasu!

A dream I had 1 month ago or so...

2006-12-24T12:13:00.000+08:00

Konnichiwa~ Now I'm talking about dream quite sometime ago like a month ago or so, it was about me, in a school.

It goes like this...

I was basically dressing up like a guy, a bishie buy, like those J-rockers and of course, I'm the vocal of my J-rock band.
In school I was being stalked and I had to run about staying away from fangirls.
It is like, I'm in my band as vocalist, quite famous and have alot of fans in the school.
What's more is that my band mentor, a rythmn guitarist who taught me guitar in that dream, is a guy in pink kimono, was looking for me on that day.

In that school, there are several guys who tried to get close to me because they think I am a girl and tries to expose my Identification as a girl.
What's more is that, it was during some school camp in late night, I was in the restroom because I had to keep my real indentity a secret and I can't shower like everyone else in that school. I was going to take a shower when I heard people budging into the girls' restroom and I was hiding in 1 of the cubical, with my top off already and I had to quickly wear it back.

Those people that budged in was the 3 guys who tried to expose my identity as a girl. Before they could do that, my band mentor step in with the angry face, still in pink kimono and those guys was like. "Oh nononono!! you got the wrong idea! We weren't trying to bully him!"

Good thing is, my identity wasn't exposed and that saved my contract with my company.
The other thing is, there was a fangirl who passed by the toilet entrance ran in to hug me and I had to dodge her hug, almost making her fall but I got hold of her waist and held her up like in a movie when you see a guy going to kiss a girl who had bent backwards.
That girl was like blushing so hard and I had to help her up, practically because.. well you know how a fangirl feels when meeting her idol..

Noticing those 3 guys and my band mentor was looking at me, I knew I had to do something to convince those guys so I did something sexy on that girl... I turned her to face the mirror, with me behind her. The girl was blushing like red as I bit on her earlope and tickling it with my tounge, rubbing on her bare stomach with my right bare hands, I kept whispering those song lyrics of mine into her ears. My left hand was... well... on her tights, caressing it slowly. Everytime I do that, her breathing was getting heavier and heavier until she fainted.. Too happy until she fainted I suppose.

With that, I carried her bridal style out of the restroom to the sickbay, while walking out, I gave those guys a sexy death glare and I noticed that they were nosebleeding already.

... the end

ZOMG!!! I woke up not believing myself because I had that dream!!!

2nd Gazette Fan outing and Intermediate Lessons.

2006-12-23T23:02:00.000+08:00

Konbanwa~
Today was really fun ne. I wore a purple Kimono out today and practically, everyone who pass by will either glare or stare at me for sometime before they head off to their destination.

During this outing, though some people are late, all of us had fun, gathering, writing messages on the greeting card for Aoi and Miseichan~~ *hugs*
I'm sorry that I didn't manage to get any present for Aoi, that does not mean that I won't spend anything on it. I did spend like $400+ on my Kimono set with 10% discount off and I felt that its worth it because once in a blue moon I get to have my very first Kimono and to wear it out for every Gazette Outing.
It may seem weird to wear it everytime but I swear I will do it, as long as it is for our dearest Japanese Rock Visual Kei Band, the GazettE.

Moreover, at near end of the outing, where there were lesser people, Cambridge School of Languages called up and told me that Intermediate Japanese lessons are on 3rd of Janurary. Every Wednesday 3pm~7pm. This time, for sure, I'll use my very best of all to absorb everything that the teacher taught. Even if it means me kneeling down to beg my parents to let me study Japanese. I felt that it is a must for me, its my soul, my life, almost everything. Even if I can't speak Japanese at home with family members, I'll try my best to get online to talk with people who knows Japanese and to communicate with them at all cost. To prove to my parents that I AM REALLY INTO IT, I'LL DO IT!

By all means, I'll save up every single cent, for Japan. For my wish to come true.
Even if it means getting part time job while studying, I am doing this all for myself, I want to get myself used to the enviroment of hardships as though I am going to live in Japan.
After all, "Rome is not built in one day." I have to and I must, starting from now. In this world, there is not easy way out and I shall get rid of my sloth though its very hard...

My mind

2006-12-16T06:06:00.000+08:00

Good morning everyone, how are you guys and girls doing?
I hope that everything is fine.

Recently, my mind is filled with many things, its all messed up and I sometimes don't know where to start.

My Basic Japanese lessons are going to end soon, the last lesson will be next monday.
Not only that, I've also discovered that actually my sensei lives in upper thomson road?
He used to compose lyrics at a younger age, about Singapore.
That's what he told my class during yesterday's lesson.

Maybe I should ask him some tips on lyrics as well as asking for telephone number or address so that we can communicate ne? Or maybe his email?

Ahh yes, speaking of which, this week I've written 2 lyrics! Its incomplete and I feel that there are some parts missing in the content.

What is the name of the song you ask?
I'm not going to tell you~ You'll find out soon enough when my band get to perform.
If you are thinking that my blog entry title is the song name, then you are wrong because I'm not someone who will reveal things regarding band publicaly. Not to everyone though I do show some part of it to my friend(s).

Mah~ Its thanks to the feeling I have that I wrote the lyrics.
What feeling is it?
Its for me to know, for you to guess.

Of course very soon there will be songs piling up waiting for us to sing. *grins*
Be patient and wait~

Well, I better get going soon, need to catch a sleep now. *laughs*

Forgetful and I almost died.

2006-12-14T01:57:00.000+08:00

Another week has passed, my basic Japanese lessons are soon coming to an end, just 2 more lessons to go and I still have alot more to learn from sensei ne...
However, those things that I wanted to learn are in intermediate and advance classes which makes me worry more..

Just earlier on in the day, 13th December, during my lesson, it was really fun, we even get to play JUNKENPON. Its really fun, maybe this is one of my happy lively day ever? Who knows?
So much things are happening around me right now and I only know so little of it, as usual, I always forgot what I want to say at the end of the lesson and ending up asking sensei nothing.. T_T... This time I'll write it down before I get to my lessons as sensei suggested ne! ($A$)
Come to think of it, am I getting as forgetful as Kai? I hope not!

Anyway, on my way back home, I was on the train and looking outside the window, listening to
'Gazette - Miseinen', an idea stuck me, pv wise, it came to me really sudden. -writes it down somewhere-. Sorry but I can't reveal it, its for abit of a suprise~

Mah.. Things did not go anywhere better too, I'm still having flu and its raining hard when I was listening to my mp3 on my cellphone. Consider myself lucky that I wasn't being stuck by lightning, it struck near me 3 times or maybe more than that. I mean I could have died when the lightning struck near me, instead, my cellphone's memory chip was destroyed since I was listening to music at that point of time though it worked perfectly fine when I was walking to my friend's house and it was still fine when I played a few songs through the speakers of my cellphone.
Until I left my house, the memory chip is spoilt. Everysong that I've put inside it is gone, not just song, even the chip itself can no longer hold any datas.
Or maybe even get myself a mp3/mp4 player so that I won't have to waste my cellphone battery while I listen to music.

Wish me good luck on getting a new memory chip for my cellphone! This time I'm going to get a bigger space memory chip to store even more songs but I have to inform my father about it.
Which reminds me, I have to get my printer's ink too!

Who's the beauty?

2006-12-07T18:14:00.000+08:00

Uruha of Gazette.

It bother me alot that people thinks that Visual Kei bands are 'females', 'ah-qua', 'sissies', 'transiviles' and such. Infact, do they even know what is Visual Kei?

Last monday when I got back home from my Basic Japanese lessons, my mother saw my wallpaper of Uruha. (The picture as posted above is my wallpaper)

She asked: "Zhe Ke Mei Nu Shi Shui?" ("Who is this beautiful lady?" in chinese)

I blurted out into laugher, rolling on the floor and exclaimed that "Ta Shi Nan De!" ("He's a guy!" in chinese)

When she heard what I said, she took a closer look and said that she didn't notice the 'adam apple' on his throat but still he has the face of a female and really looks like one.

Even until today, my aunt, cousin and grandmother came over to visit us.
I didn't want to show them pictures of 'the GazettE' since they know nothing about them and it'll take up my time when I have to go out to meet my friend to find a part time job.

Anyway, while I was away, my mother took my 'Glare' magazine with the GazettE on the cover and showed them. At first I was abit angry that she did not ask for my permission, eitherway, I feel good and happy that now that they have seen the band I've always admire uptil now. Not only that, I can slowly get them to accept Visual Kei though my grandmother think that they are female, sissy, gay, ah-qua...
Whatever it is, they need the time to adapt to it.
Hopefully I can introduce my band to them one day and that they can understand my feelings...

Will that day ever come?...

"Dare yoru mo kimi ni Aishiteru..."

Fever~ Lessons~ jumps about

2006-12-06T11:48:00.000+08:00

Konnichiwa minna san. Yuki desu.
Aahh.. Recently I have been having Japanese lessons and also.. slight fever of around 37 degrees for the past week until now, I even have flu.. (_ _')@~
Not only that, the fever turned me on to the feeling.. Hmm how to say it, its kind of weird feeling but rather inspire kind of feel...?
Well, don't worry about me too much, I'm sure I'll recover sooner or later.

Anyway, today I'll be having lessons again and I'll try to ask as much questions as I can. Believe me, I did try to ask my Japanese teacher about what Uruha wrote in the diary but he told me he need to take time to translate it. I'll show him again today I guess. *grins*
Its time to improve in my grammar and vocaburary then I'll be able to write a song or two? *laughs*

Hmmm... Am I rushing things? Because I'm always at my own pace that sometimes I feel I'm slow else I feel that they are slow? Ehhhh....?
Ahh well, I guess I think too much about this pace thing.

Feel thou Lessons and Work interview

2006-11-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

Another day just passed and its now 12.42am according to my computer's time.
Another day that passed inwhich I had a sudden feel of lyrics while I was listening to "Crucify Sorrow by the GazettE", it is about having wings... *coughs* That's as far as I can reveal, besides its incomplete and I need the time to arrange and to complete it.

Today I had my retake on Basic Japanese course and its the first lesson already when I was there to take a look at the intermediate material samples.
Practically, I know that I am really weak in my Vocaburary and Grammar but this does not mean that I will give up on Japanese lesson. I also noticed that I still have troubles on Kanji and Katakana, not only that, even forming proper sentences.
Anyway, it was fun and I like this new class alot though its still the same teacher. "Shintaku Sensei"!!! ^_^ TADAIMA! (I'm back!)
I am soooo going to keep asking him questions until I improve alot! *wide grins*

For the benefit of communication and for the band! *Cheers!*

Anyway, I recieved a call from my friend saying that both of us will go for an interview and we will meet up at 2pm tomorrow（28th November 2006).
Thank you so much for notifying me ne. ^_^ *Ureshii*

Wish me luck for the job!

OH!! Before I go, Decomposition Beauty Live Tour is starting!
Let's us wish all the GazettE members good fortune! *claps hand and prays*

Yosh~ Minna san wa Gambatterumasu~!

Neopets?

2006-11-24T17:40:00.000+08:00

Konnichiwa minna san, Yuki desu.

Recently I have been practicing on my classical guitar though 1 of the tuner is cracked and I can't tune it. It is quite fun to play a guitar if you know how to play it well. I can't say that I'm good because I only know like.. 3 chords?!
Anyway, I have been playing neopets for some certain reason which is I'm actually helping a friend of mine to earn something for her guild.

Those who are interested in joining in neopets, please click here.
My user is Uruha_Grace in Neopet. Believe it or not, I'm actually doing something silly there.
Trying to promote J-Rock. *laughs*

A time to think.

2006-11-20T18:26:00.000+08:00

Oyashashiburi desu ne~ Yuki desu!
Sorry for not updating for a very long time, my computer's monitor died on me, right now I'm facing my new monitor screen which actually belonged to my cousins' but hes using his LCD monitor.

First of all, I want to thank everyone who turned up for the GazettE fans outing in Singapore. *Yoroshiku* I had have fun singing and fangirling with everyone. Sorry for not being a good organizer, someone went missing and its my fault that had happened. Honto ni Gomenasai. *bows*
As for those who were not able to turn up for the event, I hope to see you in the next outing. If not mistaken, it will be at the near end of the year yet its alright if you are busy on that day because I'm already happy to know that we have common interest and we get together united to support our favourite band.
Like a warm family we were together though we don't know each other well, I had fun but I wonder if the rest had fun too.

Secondly, this morning I was almost late for exam because I fell back into my sleep after waking up to my alarm.
When I just woke up, I over heard the conversation going on outside in the living room, my grandmother had a problem and landed in hospital. It got me really scared at that moment, the feeling of losing someone important and dear. I wish I had the time else I'll really write out my feelings into a lyric and remainded claim. No a single soul noticed it besides its the last day of O levels but I think that I might retain. Afterall, I didn't even once study seriously during my years in school life. This time may have been the worst as compared to the other years. Worst comes to worst eventually, must be mentally prepared for it.

Not only that, I've even forgot to bring my keys out to school *bitter laughs*.

Lastly, I have been spending time to think about the plannings, my friend's birthday celebration and end of O level celebration. There's a slight fume going on between both of my friends, not much but I'd want to say that everyone is different from each other. We view things differently and we are all different. Yes, some may be similiar in some ways but still we are not the same.

Saigo no wa, Kore wa Honto ni Saigo desu.
'BECK' Animation and Band stuffs, I have posted this in the band's blog.

Live up to your dreams.

Just another day~

2006-11-14T00:58:00.000+08:00

Uruha fell while playing bowling and...

STRIKE!!!
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Eto Ohayo? *looks at time* Its 12.58AM now.
Just another boring day passed and I have not start studying for my history elective.
Besides, I was supposed to go to my friend's house and help her carry her classical guitar here to my house so that both of us can practice Cassis - Acoustic guitar part and also to use a fork tuner to tune my classical guitar which I got for my birthday this year.

It hold a really great sentimental value, afterall, it once belong to my ex-art teacher which my school principle fired due to the noise my class made last year, he was a great teacher and a good class counciler while I was secondary 3 and as a assistant class counciler last year too. I just wonder why does those people have to be so... ... *speechless*
Anyway~ Its good to hear that he is doing well in another school now.

Mah...~ Nothing much happen today but my throat hasn't been feeling well for the past weeks ever since October but its not serious too. Just slight sticky feeling in it, maybe its because of the haze eitherwise I am hallucinating things.

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Once tagged by this entry, the assignment is to write a blog entry of some kind with six random facts about yourself. Then, pick six of your friends and tag them; no tag backs. This explanation should be included.

1. I admire Takashima-san
2. I listen to the GazettE song everyday and sing along to some of their songs.
3. I want to improve my Japanese language.
4. I miss my grandfather...
5. I want to meet fans from all over the world.
6. I just saw Willows chan in Batsu forum.

Tagged 6:
-Shiina
-Starlight
-Yanshan
-Izumiku
-Felicia
-Alfred

Happy but there is bitterness within.

2006-11-12T23:40:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to you PeiLing!
Thank you so much for coming over to my house eventhough it was your birthday ne~!
Wish you all the best!

*sigh* Eventhough it was supposed to be a happy day where I help my friend to celebrate her birthday but I can't.
Anyway, worst still is those stupid rumours going around.. *shiver in fear*
I don't really feel like saying about it nor to think about it.
But I have to say that I am in a worrying mood, it can never be cleared until I know for myself that they are alright.

I don't know what I can do for them but only to pray for their safetiness.
This hopeless feeling right now, its killing me, I wish I can take their place to suffer, rather than having them to suffer. Such wonderful people around me, why are they always the one to suffer???
I just can't understand! Why can't I just be the one instead? Why them?
Is it really their destiny? Their fate?

Oh cruel world! Let them have a peaceful normal life!

I know that all human have their own flaws, even I myself, have my own flaws too.
However, I wish that everyone will remain happy in their life and have no troubles nor worries bothering them all. I'd rather take on all of those right now, just let me alone be the one.

Wish me luck! I want to bring everyone happiness!

2nd Quiz I got tagged.

2006-11-12T23:15:00.000+08:00

IN THE PAST 24HOURS HAVE YOU:
1) Cried: Is a single tear counted? Just today, 11.11pm
2) Wore Jeans: No
3) Met someone: My friend who came to my house.
4) Done laundry: No
5) Went Hungry:
6) Talked on the phone: To my best friend.
7) Said I love you: No but only in my dreams.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
8) Yourself: Maybe
9) Your friends: Not every of them
10) Tooth Fairy: Used to believe in it as a kid.
11) Destiny/ Fate: Yes
12) Ghosts: Yes
13) UFO: Maybe?

FRIENDS AND LIFE:
14) Do you ever wished you had another name?: Yes...
15) Do you like anyone?: Of course.
16) Which one of your friends acts most like you: I don't know.
17) When you cried the most who was there: No one.
18) Whats the best feeling in the world?: To be in love.
19) Whats the worst feeling in the world?: The feeling of emptiness.
20) What time is it now?: 11.15pm

WHICH IS BETTER:
21) Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
22) Coke or pepsi: Coke
23) Love or LUST: Love

YOUR PICK:
24) Mac or KFC: None.
25) Single or group dates: Both.
26) Adidas or Nike: Nike
27) Lipton Tea or Nestea: Lipton Tea
28) Cauppucino or coffee: Coffee

YOU:
29) smoke: No.
30) Curse: Used to but I was childish and insensative.
31) Take a shower: Of course!
32) Have a crush: *blush*
33) Think you've been in love: I don't know, I'm confused right now.
34) Like school: Only the quietness in school.
35) Want to get married: I'm too young to get married now.
36) Think you're a heath freak: Do you mean health?

IN THE PAST MONTH:
37) Drink alcohol: No
38) Gone to the mall: Yes
39) Been on stage: No
40) Eaten sushi: Yes
41) Been dumped: I'm not even attached.
42) Gone skating: No.
43) Dyed your hair: No.
44) Changed who you want to be: No one in particular.
45) I love: Uruha and 'the GazettE' even until now
46) I hide: My true feeling...?
47) I miss: My dead grandfather.
48) I need: Money, Visual Kei stuffs.

Seven people you would like them to do:
The first 7 people who sees my blog, other than those who have done this before.
Good luck to you!

Bio-clock and ... ...

2006-11-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

Hai Konbanwa minna san~ Yuki desu!

How is everyone doing lately?
I'm doing fine but recently my bioclock is screwed up and I have been having eating disorder?
Believe it or not, I'm beginning to turn noctornal then back to normal everynow and then. Its really frustrating that I don't have a constant bio-clock. Is it because of that that I'm like eating more than I usually did, causing myself to feel the hunger now and then. It's strange that this has never happened like this before, maybe it did happen last time but I don't remember...

I don't know why, its just that I have been feeling like something is missing and I don't know what it is. Maybe I should go have a run or two in the morning again, its been really long since I've last ran a long distance, I think that maybe why I've been feeling missing. It might also be that feeling.. I don't remember how it feel like but I miss running during weekends by the reservior, the cool breeze inwhich I love it alot.

Come to think of it, how is the world like and how is the others able to control themselves? My temptation is growing and taking over me from time to time, I really have to stop it as soon as possible! Things like this have been coming across me and I also notice that I'm somewhat like Aoi's style of posting his diary in the OHP, changing from topic to topic in one posts, never keeping it to the same.

*sigh* I guess its just the way it is.
ohoh! I almost forgot, the Gazette fan outing is next week and I haven't even start doing on my pants.. *stares blankly* That feeling is missing! I can't explain it well but I never seem to get things done whenever I'm at home and this is really bad! I need to go out more often!
I guess I'll go and do sit-ups and kill myself of the boredom...

Sore Jaa Mata ne!

Happy rainy day? Not until exam is over!

2006-11-09T15:48:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry I have not been updating recently!

Believe it or not, today is really sweet for me though I'm still worrying about the result and out come for my O levels.

*****
Announcement
Apparently the GazettE fans outing will be on 18th November.
Anyone interested in the fan outing please inform me.
More details will be on soon.

If anyone can't make it on that day please inform me as soon as possible. PM, emails, msn, sms all accepted.
*****

Oh oh.. I'm so in sweet dose.
Yes I did notice I'm not my old self in some certain ways, 'the GazettE' and my band (though it will take some time...) have really changed me alot. *laughs*
Neither do I know how it happen, its fated I guess.

I also found out from my Aunt(My mother's big sister) that my aunt(my mother's cousin) who lives in Japan with her family actually lives in Osaka!
However when I tried to ask her about their address and contact number, she said she don't know and told me that next time if we go to Grandaunt house, we can use Skype to communicate with her because it is much cheaper using Skype than calling overseas using house phone.

I guess its better than nothing! I'll give in my best shot in Japanese too! *smiles*

Is this really fate..? Its been 5 years ago since I've met them and its on my last year of Primary school. Now, its on my last year of Secondary school... Will I get to meet them again?
I wonder where will it be this time...

Ne ne~ Dare ga Kotaeru Onegaishimasu~!

Oh yes, some more art teasers~

Mah~ 3 more subjects on 3 different days to go! Tomorrow I'll be having Maths paper 2 at 2.30pm but I will be meeting up with my friends at 10.00am to have our last revision for that paper.
17th Novemember will be my History Elective paper and lastly on 20th Novemember will be my Science (physics/chemistry) paper 1.

Wish me luck!
*claps*
Yoroshiku Onegaishimasu! m(_ _)m

Someone interesting and Fanfics?

2006-11-05T17:54:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, how is everyone doing?
I met 1 really cute person in MSN *grins* She's so cute~!
I'm not going to tell everyone about it *evil* Afterall, some of you might chase me with a chopper for that.

Oh, what all of you have been waiting is finally coming that is... 'Fanfictions'!
I've joined in this Jfic forum for about a week now, its kind of small but oh well, better than nothing.

Title of the fanfiction is.

The Mafias

Fanfic:
http://z11.invisionfree.com/JFIC/index.php?showtopic=39

Fanfiction's Chatroom:
http://z11.invisionfree.com/JFIC/index.php?showtopic=38&st=0#entry384645

As you can see from the above link, its a chat room, meaning to say comments and suggestions goes there or anything you want to say related to the fanfiction.

Chapter 2 will soon be out after my 3 days of exams in a row though its in *coughs* progress...

I hope you have enjoy it!!

Dreams, Fanfics, Lyrics.

2006-11-04T01:28:00.000+08:00

Hai, Konbanwa minna san.

Omg. I'm cramped up with 3 dreams in a nap, after I woke up, I surfed through the forums and the idea of creating fanfictions came into my mind which I can link on to my Lyrics.

Right now I'm still typing out my dreams in half way. Almost completed but I have to warn you. there is this dream which is kind of... NC17/M18.

Unbelievable for me to have those 3 dreams in 1 shot in that nap which is like 3 to 4 hours long...

Yes fanfictions, I'm sure there's alot still waiting but I still don't know what to write yet. Partly because I will be using this chance to put in some other characters into my fanfictions and it maybe based on the dreams I had. Just that it is different.

Same goes to my lyrics, it is some what connected but only for part of the scenarios.
Please give me some time to think properly. I really need to improve in my Japanese and English before I write it out beautifully.. Yes.. I'm still thinking of who to delicate my first song to.. Maybe to Uruha but that will be hard because he is living in another country, another thing is, I need a programme which can create music...
I'll go on a solo testing with this programme until I am satisfied with the result.
Of course right now every lyric I had have in mind is all mixed up, for many different lyrics and I need alot of time to sort it out.

.......

For your info: One of my first few online friend called me EMO.

Dreams I mentioned #1 and #2

2006-11-03T21:55:00.000+08:00

Sorry, it may seem weird but please bear with it.
I've been thinking, since today I had a nap and 3 dreams in like 3 to 4 hours in between. It is somewhat not related but rather connected together but I describe them as... "Regret", "Worthless war", "Filth in the Beauty" and "Physchedelic Heroine".

Its really weird that I had those dreams and its the first time ever I have so many dreams at one shot eventhough I did open my eyes after the dreams for a second and I was knocked out back into my dreams already. Its so messed up and confusing.

Dream#1
I was in this campaign something similiar to "Heroes: Might and Magic 2" and "Warcraft 3" or rather "Final Fantasy XI Online?"
Don't ask me how I dress up like, its obvious that I am me in the dream (all of my views) and I can't see how I really look like.

I recieved a mission from the upper hand saying that I am to eliminate the chimera and retrieve this treasure, this chimera which has been lurking in the area did nothing to harm innocent people and it is doing its duty to guard the treasure.
I sighed dissappointed at my team captain who is so useless and I was the bait, to sneak up on the chimera and steal its treasure. When I first laid my hands on it, it's alerted by my presence and I had to keep on running in circles, avoiding the attacks, while that idiotic team captain did nothing to help me at all. Of course, my running speed is slower than the chimera eventhough I'm the fastest runner in the team. Each time I avoid the dash attack from the chimera, it keeps getting closer to me and I am also getting exhausted from all of the running.
The last thing I knew is that, I looked up in the sky, hearing and seeing the vision of my parents crying.
I stopped to see and listen.
"NOOOO!!! Don't harm her!!!" "Not again please!!" "Haven't she already died?!" "Why are you killing her again?!" "I'm begging of you!"
CRASH.
I'm knocked out, not knowing if I died or anything, I only know that was the last thing I saw.

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Dream#2
Right.. This happen in a huge lecture room, its rather dark because the lecture is going on.
There I was changing seats, I was in my erm.. Visual Kei looking clothes? I don't know, didn't see it clearly, afterall there's no image of how I look like, I only know I'm in somewhat similiar to Uruha's Filth in the Beauty Outfit.
Its like I am moving about silently like a theif or something to communicate, then this black guy I asked who he is and my friend told me not to laugh because he is sensitive to it and forum nick and nickname is... "Mosburger", her best friend.
I blurt into laugher at his nick name and covered my mouth, trying my best not to let him notice.
My friend shooshed at me and noticed that he is furious and sad, stomping away to his seats.
Oh no.
I didn't mean to make him angry and sad at it so I went up to pushing my way through the crowd, remembering where his seat is and to say sorry to him but it appears that he is not listening to me, neither did he see me. Its furtile. Useless. Hes not forgiving me.

The lecture coughed and I knew he noticed me and signaled me to get back to my seat.
Walking back silently to my seat in bad mood, I noticed that some idiot put a pile of chinese homeworks stacking up filling the seat, immediately I whispered and asked who put that pile of work on my seat, my friend told me to look at the guy behind.
I turned around, saw this handsome guy but I just gave him a glare like I'm going to kill him for putting the pile of work which is meant for the class on my seat. He seemed interested in me, smirking and just shugged to look away as if he isn't afraid of me.

I looked at the pile of work and just gave a silent sigh, sitting at the very edge of my seat being careful not to crush the file of works.
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Blacked out again... Continue to Dream#3
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Sorry.. I'm a little tired now.. Dream#3 tomorrow but warning. NC17/M18.. O_O

Reviewing lyrics ,blogs and... quizzes?

2006-11-03T02:45:00.000+08:00

Well firstly, I was surfing through the net and I found Regret album lyrics and Filth in the Beauty lyrics in Japanese Kanji form. So now I'll have a hard time to romanjinize? the lyrics partly because, Regret album lyrics are scanned in by other people and there are some words which Ruki sang so... FAST that I can't catch up with what he is SINGING.
Now that I've found the lyrics, I'll have to try remember the Kanji words and not forget them.
Eitherwise I'll have to start all over again, besides, I'm thinking of relearning every basic Japanese eventhough I've learn them last year in between Janurary til March...

Oh yes, Filth in the Beauty Lyrics is just so hilarious. I'm not going to reveal it yet although some other website may have it but still. NO.
Besides, I'm still waiting for my own copy of "Regret" and "Filth in the Beauty".
What's more is that, I will not reveal to those people who take the lyric and claim it as theirs.
Some of you will know what I meant, especially those who saw the thread I talked about few weeks ago.

I will only send the lyrics to those whom I greatly trust and believe in.
Of course I know that not all of you will do that, I'm not someone who will go angry at my friends easily anymore. As I said, eventhough I don't get angry easily but if you somehow managed to make me really pissed off, good luck to you.

Well~ I was looking at Willows chan's blog and saw this tag-quiz thing.. I'll just give it a try anyway.

1. What colour does Willow like???
- Black.

2. What food does Willow not like to eat???
- Huh? Wasabi?

3. Willow is your...
-Friend and bandmate. *Cheers~!*

4. Willow is a...
- Hyper and Caring person though sometime she can be violent(when angry).

5. Willow wears...
-Punk top and Vampire Punk skirt

6. Do you love Willow more than a friend???
-Woah... What does this mean? I can't say I love her more than a friend, get what I mean?
I love my friends, they are equal alright?...

7. What if Willow confesses to you???
-I don't mind being a friend but not a lover. End of story.

8. Willow bites...
-People who annoy her in the forum.

9. 5 people to do this are...
-Momo
-King Xing
-Screamofpain_
-darksuki
-Izumiku

10. Instructions for these people are...
- Change all Willow to Yuki... thanks~

Decomposition Beauty Tour

2006-11-02T02:00:00.000+08:00

Hey, I've just looked at the GazettE's OHP, its really beautiful and I love it alot.

Oh yes, they are going to have 'Decomposition Beauty Tour Final 2007'!!!
How I wish I can go...
Anyway~ I'll post up the details here!

TOUR FINAL 2007.03.11[Sunday] Yokohama Arena

[OPEN/START] 16:30/17:30
[Tickets Price] 5,250Yen(Tax in)
[Tickets Avilable] 2007.01.28（Sunday）～

Omigosh~ Maybe I should try asking my parents but I don't think they will allow me to go... *namida* The ticket is about SDG$70.
Oh yes, Yokohama is a city(its rather big...) located in Kanagawa Perfecture, Shin-Yokohama.
Alright, I'll put up the link to that map here in my blog.

Fist your eyes on this...
Map of Shin-Yokohama
Yokohama Arena's website
Map and hotels in Shin-Yokohama
Airline fares

So just imagine, we are spending that much if we personally go to Japan to watch their lives, the total cost is up to SGD$3000 minimum.
*sigh*

For all of us who can't go to the Lives, let's just hope that they will have a DVD too.

Off I go, flying to my bed... I'm tired for the day now.

Jaa~ Oyasuminasai~

1st November~ Am I abit late?

2006-11-02T01:32:00.000+08:00

Ahh~ Sorry everyone, I'm late in updating my blog ne~
Today I think I'm going to scream a million times.
Finally 'Filth in the Beauty' is out and released!
My O level art is over and I'm relieved that I made it in time.
Now I'll just put up a little tiny-weeny sneak-peak-preview of my work up here. *laughs*
I'll post up 3 pictures for now and let all of you guess, its pretty easy.

#1

#2

#3

Have you figure it out yet? *smiles*

Oh by the way, my knees are healing up, now its just left with the skin to grow completely. *smiles*
Thank you everyone who have showed me your concern and I'm doing fine now.

1 more day, break me apart

2006-10-31T13:34:00.000+08:00

Yes~! Tomorrow will be 'the GazettE's Filth in the Beauty album release!
I can't wait to get my full set copy of the albums, of course, after I get the album, I'm going to write out the actual romanji of the lyrics. However, there is something I need to say, that is.. I can't recongize all of the Kanji and Katakana yet, so pardon me if I make any mistake on the lyrics.
I'm getting all excited already but I have to wait for mise s*clusive to give me a call so that I can go over there to collect my 'Regret + Filth in the Beauty' Set. \(>_<)/

Not to forget!

Decomposion Beauty the GazettE Oneman Tour 2006

11.28 SAPPORO Shimin Kaikan
11.30 SENDAI Denryoku Hall SOLD OUT
12.01 FUKUSHIMA Kouriyama Bunka Center M Hall SOLD OUT
12.06 TOYAMA Kyoiku Kaikan SOLD OUT
12.07 KANAGAWA Bunka Hall
12.12 EHIME Kenmin Kaikan Sub Hall
12.13 KAGAWA Kenmin Hall Act Hall
12.15 FUKUOKA Mielparque Hall SOLD OUT
12.19 MIE Bunka Kaikan M Hall SOLD OUT
12.20 AICHI Kinro Kaikan SOLD OUT
12.22 HIROSHIMA Aster Plaza Big Hall
12.24 OSAKA Kouseinenkin Kaikan Big Hall SOLD OUT

[OPEN/START] 18:00/18:30
(12/24 OSAKA 17:30/18:00)@

[Tickets Price] 4,725Yen(Tax in)
[Tickets Avilable] 2006.10.29(Sun)
[Infomation]BACK STAGE PROJECT 03-3357-8080

Argh, the tickets from most of the concert hall are sold out already!
Anyway, I'll have to wait til next time, penniless right now.

--
......
Hey guys, if you find that I'm irritating or something, just tell me straight away.
Even if its something about me you don't like or anything, just tell me. Really.
Because I have have this feeling that something worst is coming to me soon and I don't know what it is...

Mistake!! not Yuki but its Hisashi!

2006-10-31T12:45:00.000+08:00

Hai Konnichiwa, Yuki desu.
Apparently I haven't been my old self. That's what my friend said which maybe true.
I don't know anymore, even I myself is confused at my own actions and such.
Sometimes I even find my posts like... I'm trying to get pity or something?
I don't know. Is it just me or what.

By the way, my big mistake. SORRY!!!!!
This guy is not Yuki, hes a member of Glay, Hisashi.
Oh and hes 34 years old and married (I'm not sure), does he has any kid or not, that I don't know.

Hisashi from Glay. This picture is taken from Glay's minami gochi PV
Watch their PV click here

Oh! before I forgot, check out on 'Glay feat. Kyosuke Himuro - ANSWER', its really nice.

---
Uruha: Finally, no more competition between us.
Yuki: heh.. yeah. ^^
Uruha: By the way, *pouts* where did the penguin go?
Yuki: Eh..? *T.T* It went missing..

Caught in Twilight zone.

2006-10-28T15:56:00.001+08:00

It hurts. Again my heart is feeling down.
Eventhough its suppose to be a happy day because today is Kai's (leader and drummer of the GazettE) birthday.
Ahh yes. Happy birthday to you Kai san~!

Its been a long time since I have updated my blog. *bitter smiles*
My knees are getting better already, thanks everyone for your concern.
Well, today there is a gig going on. A halloween one but I can't go out because I've lost my student transaction ez-link card and I don't have an ez-link card now..
Its been a week or so since the lost on 19th october and that has already caused me alot of trouble..

Furthermore, on the day of Regret album release, my best friend accidentally broke my one and only precious butterfly earcuff into 2 pieces. What could this mean...? The broken butterfly can never be replaced, I heard that they are not going to reproduce this earcuff anymore.
Great... lets just hope that there will be better and more beautiful ones...

Anyway today, I got myself a couple of earcuff from visualshoxx though its not the same but its better than nothing. A scorpion earcuff and a dragon earcuff with extension. Not as beautiful but oh well..

Right now its raining outside, a perfect time for me to write lyrics but I just can't seem to think of any.
Reviewing my lyrics over and over again, trying to think of a perfect image at the same time to collabrate with the rythem and such. I don't know how to explain it. Its like PV imagary in my mind then creating the lyrics. Eitherwise it will go according to my mood at this moment.

*speechless*

All of the sudden...
I feel like dancing to a music, thanks 'Glay feat. Yuki - minamigochi' for the mood.
"Yuki vs. Uruha" who will win this match?
Oh gosh.. please save me.
Yuki

Versus.

Uruha

*melts at their sweet smile*
Their sweet smiles just cured me temperary.
It completely put off my heavy chest when I see them and listening to happy songs. Maybe I should think of more happy songs as well, to cheer people up.
I have always wanted to see people's sweet smile, its really beautiful.

Oh oh, I'm in a mess. A big mess.

Watashi no Kokoro Itai desu...

2006-10-24T01:24:00.000+08:00

It hurts. It just hurts alot...
When I saw that the new Singles, 'Regret' is out, I was really happy but somehow my heart still feel really down.
This feeling is killing me now.

Lately I have not been going online to update the blog for some certain reason which I feel that its best to keep it to myself and not make a big fuss out of it.

I have even think out a part of the lyric for my very first song.
It will be kept secret until the day when we perform comes.

Anyway, for your information, the day Death Note the Movie is out, I went to watch with my friends, the movie was really nice and I almost fell for Raito's trick too.
I'm not going to tell you why until you have watched the movie, besides, I don't like to spoil the fun too. Speaking of which, I lost my student transaction EZ-Link card on that day too.. *pouts*

Everything seems to fall under the previous post, all the bad feeling and bad things happenening around me.

I'll sing my heart out to its content with rythem and melody. of course the lyrics too.

I wonder who should I dedicate my first piece to... *sigh*

Phenomenon? Considence? Conspiracy?

2006-10-18T17:27:00.000+08:00

Believe it or not, I just noticed something.

Remember the event I said in my earlier posts?
Let's recap everything then.

Sunday, 15 October.
Lucify sang "Filth in the Beauty" as the last song of the night, after I got back home,
I sang "Filth in the Beauty" to Hikaru chan and Denise san from Batsu J-Rock forum on MSN.
I really had fun at that time *smiles*.

Monday,16 October.
In the morning, my poster, Gazette Official Cassis Poster, fell right next to me on my bed, it really woke me up despite being all sleepy and tired from the previous day.
Well~ I sang "Filth in the Beauty" for Shinyi san in the evening, followed by "Toguro" to both Shinyi san and Hikaru chan on MSN.
Later on that evening, Kai's Radio is finally up on air live~! *excited* He even played "Filth in the Beauty" that night, sadly my computer internet connection began to lag at that time.
Apparently, Visualshoxx emailed me about Gazette's magazine. Of course I'm interested in it!

Tuesday, 17 October
I was supposed to go to school for chemistry lesson but I ended up waking up late and missing it..
Anyway~ I went to the Art room instead, still stuck on my topic it seem.
I just took out a pencil and started drawing what's on my mind, "the Gazette".
As said before,I wanted to draw Ruki's image in it but I ended up drawing Uruha ne.. o.o
Gomenasaiyo Ru-chan~! *runs*
--
Ruki: Hey!! You promised! *chases after Yuki*
Yuki: I know but I'm really sorry!! Uruha just came into my mind at that time! *runs away from Ruki*
--
Well, when I told PeiLing about what happened lately (About Filth in the Beauty, Lets go Japan and all), she told me that lately she likes to listen to... "Toguro"
At that moment, I was... 'stunned'?
Why hadn't I asked her if she wanted to listen to it...? To my first time singing "Toguro"...

Later in the night, alot of things came rusing into my mind, cosplays, my band, music, art, O levels, My Future...
All of it came to me too suddenly that I kept on asking myself about it, its really a total disaster.
I had to withdraw from the cosplay team though knowing its irresposible but I haven't had any choice. "I had to, I need to!" This kept repeat in my mind, I almost got dizzy from it..

I set my decision, it has been made.. I really withdrawed from the cosplay team..
I'm really sorry. Honto desu...

Time passed. Right into Wednesday, 18th October.
Momo chan came into MSN and asked me to send her some Alice Nine and Gazette's song.
Well of course, I don't mind about that and she asked if I'm really alright..
*nods* Thank you again Momo chan for your concern and calling up on my cellphone eventhough its around 2am in late night.. or rather early morning?
We continued on chatting about it though I did share some of my problem, I didn't completely say all of my problems because I don't want to bring trouble to anyone. *Adapted penguin Uru chan at that moment*

I'm sorry if I had made anyone worry about me, and thanks miseichan for the concern and asking me to go to bed eventhough I put my MSN status away and I was already sleeping in my bed..
The reason why my MSN is online is because I was sending songs in a zip file to Momo chan. *smiles*
I hope I didn't make you feel dead worried about me not sleeping. *bows*

Right... Things didn't just stop here.
Batsu forum, "Filth in the Beauty lyrics thread".
Someone initially used the lyric I posted in the earlier pages and claimed that he/she has translated it.
It totally fumed me up, I mean really although I am not the only one who put in the effort, I combined maryandhyde san's and annhateyou san's edition and re-edited it with credit to both of them as well.
I don't mind anyone re-editing my work which was combine with theirs but this Someone had really made a bad move which makes me really furious by taking our work and posting it claiming that he/she has translated it. It really pissed me off, is he/she a bone head? That is romanji! Not English!
Anyway, I decided not to make a big fuss out of it but just to quote her reply and stated that you might want to refer to the earlier pages. (page 5,6 and 7.)

Things didn't just end here, it seems that Hikaru chan's poster fell out from the wall onto her bed as well, she almost crumpled it too! What's more is that, she told me its around 2am?! *Just what is going on?!?!*

I went onto into other forums as well to look for news about Gazette..
Guess what?... I'm not telling you because its a secret.
Its really no big deal for some of you but for the fans.. Its rather sad? I will not reveal it...

Cute. Furious. Smiles.

2006-10-18T13:25:00.000+08:00

Konnichiwa minna!
I'd like to thank MoMo-chan for chating with me through the phone eventhough its in the late night at around 2am?

Domo Arigatou Momo chan! Ima wa watashi genki desu.

Ahh yes, before I forgot~ Thanks again Momo chan!
I've adopted a pet penguin here on my blog! *laughs*
(^=^) Kawaii ne~ *tickles penguin and threw a fish to it*

Mah.

Something made me angry when I step into Batsu forum just a few moment ago..
Its about Filth in the Beauty lyrics which I have listened to it many times and someone claimed that he or she translated it and posted it in the thread when in actual fact I was the one who edited the lyric and posted it in that thread in the earlier pages
Filth in the Beauty lyric thread: http://batsu.org/viewtopic.php?t=17604&start=160
I was at total furious and speechless to see someone trying to act as if he or she wrote it and translated it.
*coughs* She or he could have at least give credit.. *cough*
Anyway, I've quoted to his/her post. (^ ^*)
Refer to page 5, 6 and 7.. Not to forget, that post by the other person in page 9.

Nevertheless~ I'll still listen and write out lyrics! XD
It's really fun to share it with everyone and to edit it to make the lyric sound proper~!
I'm sure that there are people out there who want to sing to their favourite songs, so here I am.
I'll do my best to do it eventhough I might make mistakes.
The least I can do is to see people's smiling faces filled with excitement and happiness.
That's what I've always wanted to see. *smiles*

I'm sorry but I will face it.

2006-10-18T00:38:00.001+08:00

To fellow Ouran cosplayer group that I have joined in earlier,
I'm really sorry for all the trouble caused.
Honto ni Gomenasai...

Lately I have been thinking of alot of things, at first I wasn't sure if I should join or not.
I was really curious. I don't know what to do. Should I really spend my time and money on it?
I'm really confused...

As stated in the forum:
"Hey guys...
I'm sorry to say this but... I feel that I'm not ready to do any cosplay at all... *bitter smile*
Sorry about this.. I know its really irresponsible of me to do this as well...
Right now I'm caught up with alot of thoughts in my mind..

Honto ni Gomenasai...

I'm not a good person afterall. Just kill me already..."

I have nothing more to say...

---

Yuki.

P.S: New lay out... I'm going to concerntrate more on O level, band stuffs and sort out things one by one...

Happiness? Broken?

2006-10-16T23:58:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!
I'm sorry that it has been a long time since I have last updated my blog ne..
I have been thinking about band stuffs and lyrics today.

Well, I'm glad to say that I've finally gotten Nameless Liberty Six Gun DVD limited edition and also Neo Genesis 07(Featuring the GazettE~, along with another poster). *coughs*
Right, I almost fogotten that I've bought Cassis Official Poster and 4 Official NIL stickers from "Let's Go Japan" Event.

Oh yes, the picture you saw above is the wall in my room next to my bed~ Now everyday I see Gazette the first thing I open my eye. *laughs*

Anyway for the past 3 days, many things had happened.
on 13th October, I stayed at my friend's house overnight because its her birthday.
She got really excited when it hit 12mn. Yes her birthday present~ I plan it all out, well most of it though a small part of it goes to PeiLing. *smiles*
Until the next day, I got to play Halo 2 on xbox with Felicia's brother, like finally once in my life, its really fun but the camera angle is very complex.

Anyway, on the same day, you won't believe it.. man.. *groans*
I totally forgot to advertist the J-Rock gig which happen on that day in my blog.. -.-
Well.. 14th October, guess what? Its my dearest bestfriend's birthday, my dear guitarist's birthday and REI's bassist, Kaze's birthday.
Omigosh~! There's just too many people's birthday already!
As for the gig, thank you all for putting up a performance. Especially to REI and Seraph~ Thank you so much! *smiles*
Ahh yes~ Originality and~~~ Gazette.. XD Right.. I'm such a fangirl uh..

Oh!! oO! "Let's Go Japan" ~
I had a fun time there too, for those people who missed out in that event, I have uploaded pictures of it.
Here at http://s89.photobucket.com/albums/k232/ShikotoNegawo/LGJ/
Enjoy the pictures~

One more thing, the J-Music concert that evening was really nice, except for the first 2 band inwhich I did not find any interest in it..
Probaly because I don't listen to the artist's songs they sang.

Go Seraph! Thank you again for the song. Its lovely. *cough* (>w<)~
*nudges* I know you know what I mean... *cough* I did headband a little bit.. *cough*
Oh... Did I forget to mention that Lucify sang Filth in the Beauty, the last song for the day!
I totally headbanged throughout that song and sang along. O.O.. Hai.. Honto desu (Yes.. Its true)

Please don't kill me ne.. *hides*

Hot Pants?

2006-10-13T00:45:00.000+08:00

Oh my god.

You'll never know what I did today but soon you'll know as you read on.

Just lately, I have been thinking of making myself Uruha kind of pants, thights revealing. (OAO")
Its like... Am I nuts or have I gone crazy?!
*cough*
I know this sound all of the sudden but its true, on 30th of September I went down to Alise's shop around Bugis Junction and this idea caught up to me as I saw this really nice punk pants but too bad its not my size..

Right.. I know it does sound crazy but right on that day I really have this sudden urge..
What's more is that yesterday, 12th October evening, I wanted to go and have check up on my eyes inwhich I am wearing contact lenses but my doctor is on leave.. Seems like he will be on leave on every Thursday..

Well back to topic. I brought some make-up and.. Guess what?
... I bought 2 metre long of black cloth, 2 metre long of dark blue ribbon, 3 metre long of black ribbon and finally 6 fastener things.. (What ever you call it, I don't know)

Just what the heck am I thinking? This is so going to be my first time doing this stuffs.
Yes, call me crazy of whatever. I don't know.-- Its just the sudden urge and I haven't even think of the design I wanted it to look like.. (OAO")

I better come up with something quick, maybe... *mumbles*

Oh yes, I think I have come up with something for my art but you will have to keep guessing how it will look like. Not to forget, the pants too~ *laughs*

O level Art and... Ruki?...

2006-10-11T03:08:00.000+08:00

Omigosh! Time flies so fast. Today is the due date of my O level Art - Course work (8 board and 1 big board which I paint).
*shivers* I'm so dead meat. If I'm not wrong, the most I can get is B3... or worst. C5.

Right now I'm still thinking if I should go to school early to attend lessons or stay at home to do art work and wait until school dismissal then make way to school.

Its a really big decision for me. If I stay at home, my family will 'accuse' me of trying to play traunt and to write a letter of excuse eventhough I am fine and I can go to school.. *annoyed*

Wait a minute. Did I just say I am fine?
I'm so not fine with my knee injury though I can walk about with no problem but still my left knee will hurt slightly..

Oh borther... I hate to do something wrong but I have to quicken my pace and finish up my art work as soon as possible... Hmmm....

*thinks*

Well, I guess I should rest at home and turn up in the afternoon. Believe me, I'm lacking of sleep since the previous day before yesterday. I had totally burned the midnight oil to rush on my 8 boards, not only that, it seems that I am slacking after I return from school.. (- -*)
How I wish I have more self control yet I do not wish to lose contact with my online friends. (I'm getting abit ridiculous huh?)

Pray hard and hope that my mother will allow me to stay at home until the afternoon where I go to school! Its a MUST go to Art room today. Especially when my Art teacher will be giving me the O level question paper which contains about 6 different topic. It really makes me wonder what topic will turn up, hopefully that I can get a topic of my interest for that!

Speaking of which, I have been thinking if I should or not include Ruki's picture into my art work.
I mean, I don't want to make him feel like, "Why the heck is people using me for their art work?!" (>_<") Sorry Ruki!! *Tries really hard to resist temptation*
Oh no.. I just spilled the beans.. *sweats*
--

Ruki: What the?
Yuki: I'm sorry Ruki san! Please don't get mad at me!!! *runs and hides*
Ruki: Come back here kid! *chases Yuki*
| += After Some time =+ |
Yuki: I'll be back later on! Aa, Ganbattene Minna san! (ah, Everyone Good Luck!) *runs*
Ruki: Grrrrr!! Stop running already!

New items? New cuts?

2006-10-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

Konbanwa~
Today is really a tight-scheduled day for me, I was almost late for school and had to re-apply ointment on my knees.. o.O'' *sees more puls*
Hate to even think of it but I love blood...?

Oh wells, Today I have a new ring (Imported from Japan?) .. ^^ Bought if from Visualshoxxx. It cost me $18 but its really cool and I like it alot. Hopefully someday I'll be able to get myself a earcuff~!

And this is how it looks like when I wear it.

Oh yeah, I almost forgot, I have a new hairstyle on the 4th of October incase some of you didn't know.
Just to show you my new hairstyle. I wanted it to look like Uruha's but ended up like this. Anyway~ I love it! *does Reita style due to the Haze on that day*

Lovely~! Just lovely! I love it alot! *laughs* Uruha's frindge is much longer than mine and his is on the left parking, not right. *grins; Uru-ta? (Uruha+Reita)*

Anyways, nothing much happen today, right now I am rusing on my art work for O level.. *burns midnight oil* Lots of sketches but its kind of crappy?
Oh wells, I better hurry up now! ($A$)// *Buring in flames* YOSH!!! GAMBATTERUMASU!!!

Ouch~ and Hyperness.

2006-10-06T16:13:00.000+08:00

Konnichiwa minna san.
How is everyone doing?
I hope that you are not like me today because I had a great fall when I was playing Captain's Ball during P.E lesson and its also on the first few minute I got into the game.

How did it even happen? My classmate wanted to pass me the ball through a high throw, I almost caught it and went after it, hoping to catch it in time.
When I was about to get hold of the ball, luck wasn't with me, I tripped and fell flat on my stomache with this position as if I was diving into the water.

There goes my beautiful knees... (>o<") *In pain*

Anyway, after my P.E teacher helped me apply this cream (Picture above, is it ointment?),
I went to sit down aside, watching my classmates playing Basketball and eventually I sang Wakaremichi and Cassis. My classmates and some of the other student who walked pass me stared at me, causing me to wonder if I had done anything wrong.

*sigh* Now that fall made me missed my time after school inwhich I had to meet up with my art teacher so that he can help me check my 8 boards for O level... I had to go home straight after school, in pain. After that, I went to visit the doctor because I was worried about having a scar on my knees...

Ahhh let's just put this pain aside...

Off to~ Hyperness~!
Yes indeed, I've gone really HYPER eventhough I am in PAIN.
Well, that is because I went to take a look at "the GazettE's" Official Home page and noticed that they have put up samples for new songs for both Regret and Filth in the Beauty Albums.
It is really wonderful and I've gotten myself all hyped up even if my knee is in pain, I went on jumping awhile and took some rest.. *ouch, I wanted to jump on more*
Anyways~ I've send Ruki and Uruha a fanmail in english, telling them how much I love this and other things as well.
Lets just hope that I'll be able to recieve a reply, I'll be really glad if they really did reply to me.
Honestly saying, I am already glad to be able to be here enjoying all their songs and knowing that they are busy, it doesn't really matter if they reply to my fanmails. Most importantly, they have read what I wrote to them and understand my graditute towards them.

Oh my... I better make a move now *still in pain yet happy*.

You Should Learn Japanese

You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture.
From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko!

What Language Should You Learn?

I wonder what will happen next...?

I declared my love in class?!

2006-10-04T22:04:00.000+08:00

Yes yes. I know this sounds crazy.

However, last Thursday and Friday (September 28th and 29th), I made my move.
I brought along pictures or rather photos of Gazette and Alice Nine to school. Again.
I can't remember why I did that but I just did it.

On September 28th.
My left contact lens tore into half in the morning when I was about to put on them before going to school... >:/
I showed my classmates photos of them and they were really shocked. Very shocked to see Gazette and Alice Nine. Come to think of it, when it comes to maths lesson, I did show my maths teacher photo of them but he wasn't even supprised because he said that he know a teacher who also like them. That makes me really wonder who it might be, I really want to meet up with her! To chat about J-Rock all day long, really I don't mind doing that.

Anyway, I managed to replace a new contact after school. (^o^)/
--

The next day, September 29th.
Nothing much happened~ Just wearing contact lenses which I seldom do.
Oh wait...
Something did happen during the last 2 period which was...... ENGLISH LESSON!
Yes yes, another shocking thing happened. again.
It was before my class was dismissed, I showed Uruha's photo (Its a close up photoshot) to my English teacher and sat there smiling at her, asking her to guess if Uruha is a Guy or a Girl. (grins)
Afterall, everyone stayed silent, I don't know why but its really fun to make her guess.

She answered me this: "This person in the photo, its definately a Female"
I told her that its a HE, her expression was like "(O_O) WHAT?! YOU SERIOUS?!"
Yes, I know, Uruha is too pretty~! (laughs)

We kept on chatting about this bishieness of Japanese guys and "Do not judge a book by its cover" as I am refering to Gazette. *winks*
Eventually I blurt out saying that I like this kind of pretty guys like them*! *refering to Gazette*

Ohoh~ Anyway in actual fact I was refering to J-Rock Visual Keis. XD
I really can't stop laughing over the fact that I declared my love towards them and their expressions was the same as my english teacher's. *points at this face -> (O_O)*

I told my best friend what happened during English lesson and she was laughing along too!
Saying that "Guys who are interesting in me will have a hard time!"
I know its a joke but its true they will have a hard time! Afterall, I did say that I like pretty guys like Gazette, Uruha in my own class! (laughs)
Okei okei, enough of that, I'm getting abit too crazy and hyper here however I still love Gazette the way they are! (smiles) Forever and ever.

Sorry, I haven't been writing lately!!!

2006-10-04T21:55:00.000+08:00

Yoo Oyasashiburi desu! (Yoo Long time no see!)
I'm sorry guys and girls! Lately I haven't been updating my blogs and I have been thinking of alot of things as well.

Anyway, here I am going to write a really long! So sit back and enjoy! (Laughs)
But no worries, I am going to post it up onto different blogging posts(?)...

Another day passed

2006-09-25T22:41:00.000+08:00

Konbanwa Minna san! Yuki desu!

*In a groove mood* Falls for Uruha.
Today I have been slacking, seriously saying this really isn't the time for me to slack.

Anyways, yesterday I had fun chatting with miseichan from Batsu J-Rock Forum on msn.
*waves* Nice to meet you, I will update you as soon as possible for the art work!

Oh another thing is, it seems that lately MSN is very much screwed up, so is Nameless Liberty Sanctuary Forum, I wonder how is everyone doing there now... I kind of miss them all...
Oh man... *kicks internet*

*Sigh* Tomorrow there's school and I don't feel like waking up early and all but I have to hang in there! Yosh! Gambatte ne! Enjoy the lyrics!
I want to dance with you, to sing your song.
I feel like singing my heart out, along with this passion.
I want to sing for you, together with you.
Everyday everytime at every moment.
I am thinking of you, waiting for you.

Gazette - Silly God Disco
It is cheesed with power and the morality of which it goes mad
A lot of people became dogs having tied to the chain
Your happy there?

I want to be enjoying the life though it will knock against a high wall hereafter
I'm already dead however I was saved with the rock

I swore I at that time. I will walk life that shines highest
There is no fear. It gets it over though there is a painful day too
Now let's go. The wing expands and goes to look for freedom and the glory
The world that extends to the place waits surely for you.

odoranai ka? Real Cinderella kizu darake no GARASU no MAACHIN de

*Hey God! Are you ready? x3
kikasete yo "bodies"
*Hey God! Are you ready? x3
zecchou wo oshiete yaru yo tonight

I swore I at that time. I will walk life that shines highest
There is no fear. It gets it over though there is a painful day too
Now let's go. The wing expands and goes to look for freedom and the glory
The world that extends to the place waits surely for you.

odoranai ka? Real Cinderella kizu darake no GARASU no MAACHIN de

*Hey God! Are you ready? x3
hizumi wo agete
*Hey God! Are you ready? x3
hibiki kasetekure tonight
*Hey God! Are you ready? x3
dou ni demo shitekure
*Hey God! Are you ready? x3
kurui dashita yoru ni [DO LUCK] yori mo amai Fuck'n roll buchikondekure

I wonder what will happen next...?

the GazettE - Regret

2006-09-22T12:56:00.000+08:00

Konnichi wa Minna san! Yuki desu!
*Happy and Hyper mood today*
Omigosh Omigosh Omigosh~! I just can't stop listening to the GazettE's new songs and their PV is just so cool! I am feeling so hyper today. *dances to the music*
If only I have a CD burner, I would have burn all my favourite the GazettE's song and play it in my discman nonstop~!
Okei, I am seriously saying that this is my first time I have ever been so crazy about something in my whole life. Hmm maybe not the first thing but its still the first time I have ever been like this.

Thanks mahachan from Batsu J-Rock Forum for the lyrics for the GazettE - Regret

Hodoke kaketa ito ni kizuki
Zuuto tsunagi tometereba yokata
Afure dashite nagareta mono wa
Ano hi no kimi to onaji iro darou

Kimi ga suteta kotoba wo hiroi atsumeta
Nando mo mimi ni atete wa unazuite miseta
Kimi wo sagasenu imi to tomoru pinku no neon ni
Sakebi wa yagate kakikesarete kokei na jibun ni waraeta

Hodoke kaketa ito ni kizuki
Zuuto tsunagi tometereba yokatta
Afure dashite nagareta mono wa
Ano hi no kimi to onaji ki ga shiteta

Kimi ga otoshita namida wo hiroi atsumete
Nando mo sugaru youni sekibaku wo kumou to~

Roujyou ni futari no taihai wa
Kimi to yoku nita PIERCE no shita
Kimi to yoku nita RING wo tsukete
Kimi to yoku nita ROUGE no nutta
Kimi to onaji iro no kami wo shite
Kimi to yoku nita namida ga mieta
Kimi to onaji namae wo sakendanda

Yubisaki ni tsutawaru yasuragi wa utsuro
Utsuka ano futari wa te wo tsunaida mama

Nureta endorooru no naka
Monokuro no FILM wa utawanai
Tsurai de ita kono te ni nokoru
Utsurou na kanshoku no kimi ga saigo

Hodoke kaketa ito ga kirete
Hiroi atsumeta kotoba to nemuri
Afure dashite nagareta mono wa
Kiito kimi to yoku niterunodarou

Yume wa towa ni yume no mama de
Yasuragi wa tsune ni yume no naka de

I wonder what will happen next...?

My 30 day Contact Lenses and the GazettE.

2006-09-17T19:46:00.000+08:00

Konbanwa Minna san. Yuki desu.
*Sigh*
After collecting my contact lenses, the first time I wore it was perfectly fine yesterday.
I kept my lenses as told by the eye doctor, until this afternoon when I woke up at around 12pm+, I woke up and went straight to the bath room to wear it.
The right lenses got in with no problems at all, problem lies with the left side.
I tried to put it on many times but it fell out many times due to blinking, I don't know why did I react that way, I mean my eye felt uncomfortable with the solution. Of course it does sting like my right eye but this time its different on my left eye.
When the lenses got into my left eye. I feel the sting unbearable than the right eye and I looked into the mirror. My left eye turned red inwhich the pain had caused.
I really feel bad and irresponsible at that time and nearly cried.

It is my resonsibility. I know it. Yet I can't keep it.
Where did I go wrong? I did everything the eye doctor told me to.
Is it the soap? The tissue paper or the tower which I wipe my hands on?
Or was it because of the solution inwhich I tried many times to get the lenses in?
I am confused. Very confused.
I let my eyes rest for 4 hours after the pain and tried again, yet the same pain occured.
It really hurts me and I am feeling very hurt right now.

I mean, I want to prove that I am a responsible person yet my parents claim that I am someone who is not responsible. I feel like crying out loud, screaming to the fullest.
However, I can't do it. Not yet, not now. Not only that, I want to continue on wearing contact lenses for the sake of doing Lives with Harmatia as well. I want to do a good job in it but after this has happened, I really have doubts about myself.

My friend was here in my house after my first attempt of wearing the contact lenses.
I can't show her this, my tears. So I ended up opening the GazettE's Live which I downloaded that has quite alot of screaming parts and I wanted to scream. Afterall, I physchoed her into liking the GazettE, she was here to watch it with me, Standing Live Tour 2006 'Nameless Liberty Six Guns'.
The more I watched the GazettE's Nameless Liberty Six Guns live, I feel them. The passion, the happiness, their smile, the look on their face. I want to meet them, to tell them how much I like them and that they are the ones who inspired me to carry on hanging in there.
That was how I felt when I watched the Live in this upset mood.

Maybe I should write a letter to the GazettE about this. I don't know, I feel like doing this but my Japanese is poor considering my current state that I am a not the kind of study person who can tolerate sitting down, reading a book which bores me. I am a visual emotional art and music person who always visualises the events going on when listening to the music, the melody and rythmn of the song to create the vision in my mind eventhough I don't really understand the language.

I really want to do well for my O levels but my results are like F9 and E8s.
My head really feel very heavy about this because as I said before, I am not the kind of study person, I dislike that. Yet I want to get into Singapore Polytechnic's Music and Audio Techonology which is actually 12 points. That is like "OH MY GOD" judging by my results.
Alot of times I told myself, I can't carry on going online but I don't want to lose connection with my fellow bandmates neither do I want to dissapoint them.
As a leader of the band, how can I be irresponsible and lazy as I am now?!
It is really hard for me to change in just a day, this laziness has become one of my bad habit and I have to fight it no matter what... I feel like a failer...

Post comments about this please, I need to refer back to it although there is a chatbox in here.
Well, at least the comments will stay on forever? *bitter smile*

I wonder what will happen next?

Tight Schedule Situation

2006-09-16T10:50:00.000+08:00

Ohayo Minna san, Oyasashiburi desu!

Finally~!
Today I will be going to collect my contact lenses in the evening ne, at the same time there will be a dinner for Ouran koukou cosplayers though not everyone will be able to turn up.
Too bad I can't turn up for the dinner as well, because the time clashes with my collection of contact lenses. T^T
What's more is that I am thinking of going out to take a look at Gazette's album ne..
Hmm~ Unless I rush everything, that might actually work but its really cramped and tight-scheduled.

OH!!! Tomorrow is Tora's, Alice Nine's guitarist, birthday!!!*Kyaaaaa~*
I don't know what to write to him on the fanmail, someone please help me~! T.T

This month's gig at Gas Haus is coming soon and I don't have any nice clothes to wear for the event ne.. *double sad*.. *thinks hard*..
EH? I shouldn't even be thinking about clothes right now. O levels is coming near and this time round I am really getting very worried at it! Omigosh~ I am already in a tight-schedule! GAHHHHHH!!! Have to hand in O level Art course work by the end of this month and I haven't even done anything about it lately other than my painting.
Jaa mata ne!!!*scrumbles off to settle things*

I wonder what will happen next?

13th September, baby Chinchilla is borned!

2006-09-13T22:56:00.000+08:00

Konbanwa Minna san! Yuki desu!
Incase some of you have noticed that there might be some gibberish looking words on your screen. It is actually Japanese words and you need the Unicode for it.
Sorry for those who can't view it... m(_ _)m

AHH!!! I forgot to mention that my cousin's Chinchilla, Cherry, gave birth to a baby Chinchilla, Peach, today~!!! KYAAAA~~!!! Peach chan wa Kawaii~~!!! *Points at the picture above*
Kawaii ne~? (^v^)

Oh yes, today is also the day that I am supposed to go collect my contact lenses.
However, my mother didn't want me to go out due to my Prelims which is going on for this 2 weeks... *Shruggles*

Oh well, what I can say is that I might fail ... AGAIN.
Yes I know that sucks alot and that I really hate to get crop up in the house lately.
Of course before I forgot, on 22nd September 2006, there will be another gig going on at Gas Haus which is located at Bugis. (^v^)
Go watch it if you have the time~! It will be really great to see everyone enjoying themselves there!
Check it out at http://sgcafe.com/showthread.php?t=28736
Hope to see everyone there!

Your Personality Cluster is Introverted Thinking

You are:

Objective, honest, and credible
Intellectually curious, with many diverse interests
More inclined toward ideas than people
Fiercely independent and unapologetically unconventional

What's Your Personality Cluster?

I wonder what will happen next?

Missing In Action.

2006-09-05T11:40:00.000+08:00

Konnichiwa Minna san. Yuki desu!

Lately I have been really busy with lots of thoughts in my mind so I will just summarise what has been going on in this few days which I have not updated my blog at all.
For your information, I will be MIA (Missing in Action) until my O level examination is over.
Also, whenever I feel tired, I will be in this kind of "Semi-Awake" mode. Meaning to say, I will not reply to anyone, whether is it in forums or not unless I feel that I have to give you an answer.

30th August
I had PTC (Parents Teacher Conference) in school on that day and basically we just talked about my grades, my troubles, my dreams etc...
What I have been thinking is that I wanted to get into Singapore Polytechinic for this Music & Audio Technology (SP) course which will be of beneficial to my band and of my interest other than just Creative Media Design (SP) and Games Design and Development (SP).
I have also mentioned about my band, Harmatia, to my Class Councillor and my mother who was with me at that time, knows about this as well.

Okei, pratically I am the kind of person who is Visual Art and Music. Whenever I see lyrics, I tend to try visualise it in my mind. What's more is that this is the same for my art piece which I have yet to complete. As for my grades, you can guess it. I am not good in my studies so getting into the course as mentioned above will be great trouble and it is difficult for me to improve in a short time. However, I will do my best as promised to my long gone grandfather. Its a long story...

2nd September
We were supposed to have a Jamming Gathering but it turns out that everyone were all having fun instead of jamming. I'm not sure what was everyone thinking about but I felt kind of annoyed that I have wasted part of my precious time waiting and it turn out that I haven't even get to buy my own guitar bag which I intended to do so on that day.
Anyway, we took some photos on that day and its posted at http://sgcafe.com/showthread.php?t=28574
Well, Koyuki sama lead us to one of Alise's shop in Bugis street and from there Alise lead us to her new shop which opened behind Bugis Junction on the 6th floor. Sorry about that, I don't know the name of the building but its quite small.
Do go to Alise's shop when you have the time! There is quite alot of interesting Punk and Lolita's clothings in her shop and alot of design which interests me. However, the size is quite small for me, I wonder if she has any bigger sizes. *smiles*

3rd September
In the afternoon, I went out with my parents leaving my brother behind that is.
Off to Sim Lim Square we go to get a DV wire for the Video Camera which I ended up not knowing how to upload the video into my camera even if I had the wire.
Anyways, the best part is, I purchased the punk Jacket from Alise and I will be getting myself a pair of contact lenses!!! *Jumps in excitement*
After all these years, I finally get to have my first contact lens. However, I will only try it out for one month, to test it if my eyes are suitable to wear contacts.

I wonder what will happen next...?

J-Rock and Gothic Lolita Major Event!

2006-08-28T18:27:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone, Yuki here!

I have an advertisement to make~

There will be a J-Rock and Gothic Lolita Major Event in Singapore!
This big event will be held next year for J-Rockers, J-Rockers Cosplayers and Gothic Lolitas to showcase their costumes and fashion statement~!

Those who wish to participate in this event, please make a quick move as the Deadline will be in this year's October! So hurry up and join in the fun!

For more information, please go to this following forum's thread:
http://sgcafe.com/showthread.php?t=28410
This thread is made by Koyuki sama~!

Thank you and please do spread this around to everyone!
Gather people who are interested this event, the more the merrier!

I wonder what will happen next...?

This week I'm really busy! laughs

2006-08-27T02:32:00.000+08:00

Ohayo Minna san! Yuki here!

It has been some time since I have last posted my entry!
Lately I have been really busy so today I will write down almost everything that has happened in the past few days. Not only that, two days ago, I recieve a call from Cambridge Language School which is located near Jurong West MRT Station that I have yet to collect my Certificate for Basic Japanese, eitherwise they will discard if by the end of this month.
In any case, this afternoon I will be going over there to collect my certificate for which I took part in early last year. Because I had not went for the last lesson at that time, I did not know that they have printed a certificate for me as well. At the same time, I am glad that my efforts did not go down the drain and I might take up Intermediate Japanese after my O levels.

On 25th August - It is my birthday on that day. Everyone in school had been really nice, in the morning assembly, my class corridor had recieved the 2nd prize for the 'T-Shirt Design Competition'. Initially when all of us got back to the class, my friend wrote down 'Today is [My] Birthday'. Not only that, one of my classmates went to write down 'Happy Birthday' in Chinese and Malay, while another classmate wrote 'Happy Birthday' in Tamil. In the meantime, my friend suggested that I should write 'Happy Birthday' in Japanese on the whiteboard since I am the only one in the class who have learned Basic Japanese.
The next thing that followed up was when my Maths teacher came in and suggested that everyone should say 'Happy birthday' to me in Japanese. Everyone did a great job as it is their first time trying to speak in Japanese language! Even after P.E lessons, everyone sang a birthday song for me and we also took a photo infront of the flag raising area.

After school, my friend, Denis, invited me to go over to her house for lunch and also to train my vocal at around 2:00pm+. Shocked and Suprised. My friend actually gave me Mr. Chia's (my ex-art teacher who is teaching in another school now) Classical Guitar in which Mr. Chia had given her. This year might not be that bad after all the bad things that had happened in the past.
Minna san! Domo Arigatou Gozaimashita!

On 26th August - I went to Cineleisure Orchard and HMV Heeren with my friend, Felicia, to check out on some albums in the afternoon. I am really happy to say that I have managed to get hold on Gazette's Cassis type A+B which comes along with a wristband which Ruki designed and also that I have brought SHOXXX Magazine which is in HMV. ~<3

The event which was held in Gas Haus at Bugis is really great! Good job everyone, I really had a fun time there! Thank you Willow chan for the birthday present, its really nice of you to do that.
Domo Arigatou Koyuki sama! For letting us (Willow chan and I) to have such a fun time and you spent some of your time chatting with us eventhough you are busy and have to act as a paparazzi!
Not forgetting to mention that one of the band's vocalist birthday was on that day! She had an electric guitar as her birthday present! Come to think of it, its almost as identical as mine! *laughs*
I had a classical guitar from my friend as birthday present (as mentioned above) and my birthday is just 1 day earlier than hers!

*I wonder what will happen next...?*

Things going on lately.

2006-08-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hello Yuki here!

Time sure flies, in a blink of an eye and its already my birthday today!

Alot of things has been happening lately, I made myself involved into forming a all girls rock band called Harmatia and I can't believe that I am actually the Leader of the band!
All of this happened really fast and so sudden at first I thought my fellow bandmates are forming a cosplay team and they are lacking a vocalist for the band.
Well, I guess its not that bad. After all its good to know that I am trusted by my members though I myself have doubts about myself being a leader and also a good vocalist when I don't even know if I can make it through.

On the 23rd of August, its the first time I have ever met my band's mentor, Koyuki sama.
Hes a really nice person though his outfit is different from alot of people and I find it interesting, brave and original for someone to wear differently.

I hope that his short term memory doesn't get any worst... Infact I'm beginning to worry about him already eventhough we have just met for the first time. I wonder if he still remember that its my birthday today... I won't really expect any presents from him but please do try to remember, I don't blame you at all. I should say sorry for the trouble I have caused if there's any at all. Honto ni Gomenasai!
m(_ _)m

There will also be a gig going on at Gas Haus in Bugis by REI, Koyuki's band on the 26th of August which is tomorrow according to my time which is 12:36 AM now.
Gambatte ne REI!

I wonder what will happen next...?

Hajimemashite!

2006-08-21T20:11:00.000+08:00

Hajimemashite!

I'm Yuki, today will be my first time blogging online,
hope that we will get along fine.

Whew~ Today is also my English O level Oral Examination.
I was the first person to be tested and the moment I was preparing for the Oral,
I could already feel the butterflies in my stomach.
As I walked into the air-conditioned room, I felt the coldness running down chilling my spine.
For that moment, I felt blank but I soon regain my calmness and walk forth to both of the Invigilators.
......*Talking throughout the Examination*......
Well, it wasn't that bad at all after the Oral Examination.

It feel great that the Oral Examination had passed but I am still worried for my result.

I wonder what will happen next...?

Be My Love?

Bad day yesterday...

Its been so long...

Living my life.. to which path?

Drums and then schooling..

Blue cheese...

Happy Chinese New Year! (*pouts*)

In search for Bassist and Lead Guitarist.

Quizzes and more Questions then... *stares at my own eye*

2 Day off!

What......? What ... happen...?

Aoi's birthday and .. never ending madness

The Dream I had have...

Last day of training!

Opps! It was my off-day!

Part-time job found!

New year, new discoveries.

Happy New Year!

Searching for Part-time Job and Lead Guitarist

Christmas is over... ever so bored?

A dream I had 1 month ago or so...

2nd Gazette Fan outing and Intermediate Lessons.

My mind

Forgetful and I almost died.

Who's the beauty?

Fever~ Lessons~ *jumps about*

Feel thou Lessons and Work interview

Neopets?

A time to think.

Just another day~

Happy but there is bitterness within.

2nd Quiz I got tagged.

Bio-clock and ... ...

Happy rainy day? Not until exam is over!

Someone interesting and Fanfics?

Dreams, Fanfics, Lyrics.

Dreams I mentioned #1 and #2

Reviewing lyrics ,blogs and... quizzes?

Decomposition Beauty Tour

1st November~ Am I abit late?

1 more day, break me apart

Mistake!! not Yuki but its Hisashi!

Caught in Twilight zone.

Watashi no Kokoro Itai desu...

Phenomenon? Considence? Conspiracy?

Cute. Furious. Smiles.

I'm sorry but I will face it.

Happiness? Broken?

Hot Pants?

O level Art and... Ruki?...

New items? New cuts?

Ouch~ and Hyperness.

I declared my love in class?!

Sorry, I haven't been writing lately!!!

Another day passed

the GazettE - Regret

My 30 day Contact Lenses and the GazettE.

Tight Schedule Situation

13th September, baby Chinchilla is borned!

Missing In Action.

J-Rock and Gothic Lolita Major Event!

This week I'm really busy! *laughs*

Things going on lately.

Hajimemashite!

Happy Chinese New Year! (pouts)

Quizzes and more Questions then... stares at my own eye

Fever~ Lessons~ jumps about

This week I'm really busy! laughs